Monday, January 31, 2011

ヒミツのアイちゃん - Chapter 14

The cover

Smut warning below!!

Aiko's thoughts "I like Reo's kiss. It is able to bring across lots of love."

Aiko. shocked as Reo takes off her yukata, looking straight at her and calling out her name.
Aiko blushes and turn her body away from him asking him not to look at her so directly.
Reo caressing her back: "Why Turn over here." and he moved his hands down to unbuckle her bra.
Aiko: "Bra... you took off my bra... Wait.. it's small and don't be shocked by it."
Reo kiss Aiko and said: "Don't worry about that, it's not that small. There's nothing for Aiko to feel worried about...

... entrust everything to me."
Aiko's thoughts "You said to entrust everything to you but how do i do that." and she let out a moan.
Aiko pushes Reo away: "Wait! Not that."
Reo: "Why not?"
Aiko blushes: "Cause i will feel weird."
Reo pressing Aiko's hand down: "You said you will feel weird... it's actually feeling good...

... don't run away... there's more weird feeling to come." and he continue kissing Aiko on her face, sliding down to her neck and boobs.
Aiko's thoughts "Why.. i can't breath.... What should i do? What should i do so that it will be right? I didn't know i will become like this just now... " and Aiko lets out another moan when Reo plants his lips on her boobs.

Aiko's thoughts "My voice.."
Reo stops when he see tears trickling down Aiko's face. Aiko: "What is this? It's not..." and her thoughts "Why are my tears..."
Reo: "I think it's better for us to stop here."
Aiko wiping her tears away: "Why? This is not... it's because i'm happy."
Reo turns his back away from Aiko and puts on his yukata: "I'm being to eager. It shouldn't be now...

... It should be an union being Aiko and i and not me making Aiko union with me."
Aiko: "Why..."
Reo: "Don't push yourself too hard for such things. You were scared when i was caressing you."
Aiko's thoughs "Is it impossible?"

Ikumi and Takumi found out about the Sakura room. Ikumi knocking the door really hard and said: "Reo kun? Mai chan? I know you are inside. I'm not going to allow you to ditch me."
Reo smiled at Aiko: "This is bad. We've been find out." (awww... his expression looks so disappointed and yet he still forces a smile on.) he covers Aiko with her yukata: "I'm going out first. You put on your yukata properly." and he leaves the room.

Aiko's thoughts "I've must have hurt Reo. Why did i cry when he was so gently to me. Why did i feel scared? I'm such an idoit."
Reo back in his room with the guys. He can't get to sleep and left the room. Ritsuki wakes up and realizes that Reo is not in the room.

Ritsuki: "Reo-kun."
Reo: "Ritsuki-san? Did i wake you up?"
Ritsuki: "Nah, i'm out for a smoke. I'm sorry about just now. Even though you've asked me to help you stop Ikumi but i wasn't able to."
Reo: "She's really too much of a disturbance however, it might not be a bad thing either....

... i've become afraid. I wasn't thinking of Aiko's feeling and i keep asking her. I didn't realize that she was so scared. I was too eager. I want to do it with her so that she will be mine. I'm such an idiot."
Ritsuki: "However, isn't it more enjoyable when a girl is scared and trembling?"
Reo: "I don't know about Ritsuki's preference."
Ritsuki: "Are you trying to say that i'm a pervert?"

Reo: "I'm talking about something serious here."
Ritsuki: "Me too. Reo, even though you've neglected Aiko's feelings. You will not be able to convey your feelings to Aiko however gentle you treat her feelings. You will not be able to move forward if you be little each other's feelings. Try being stubborn for once. Take a step forward and try to hit it right."
Reo: "So that is how."

Aiko back in her room with Hiroko and her thoughts "Have Reo slept? I'm going tell him that i didn't push myself too hard. I need to tell him. I need to apologize to him."

The next morning.
Hiroko: "Ai, did you sleep well last night?"
Aiko: "I'm sorry about yesterday. To make you change to a different room from Ritsuki."
Hiroko: "Um...even though i was looking forward to my first overnight trip with my boyfriend."
Aiko: "I'm sorry."

Reo: "Good Morning, Mai-san."
Aiko, avoiding Reo's eye: "Good.. Mor.. Morning.."
Reo: "The garden here is very beautiful, want to go and have a look after having our meal? There's something i need to tell you about."
Aiko: "I understood." and her thoughts "something to tell me?"

Takumi and Ikumi greets everyone.
Ikumi: "You don't look too well. Didn't sleep well last night?"
Aiko: "Thanks to you."
Ikumi: "Don't say that. I'm only ensuring that this is a company's retreat kind of trip."

Ritsuki: "What are you guys doing? Not eating"
Ikumi puts her hand on Reo's: "Let's go together."
Aiko's thoughs "Argh.. this Ikumi. I dislike her even much more after she's such a disturbance to us however, if she didn't disturb us last night. Things might have become much more weird. In the end, was it good (that they were interrupted.) No, it isn't!" and all the while, Takumi has his eyes on Aiko.

Following behind Reo, Aiko's thoughts "I need to tell Reo properly.I need to tell him about how i feel."
Reo with his back still facing Aiko: "I don't want us to still feel awkward after returning to so i thought we need to talk."

Aiko: "I cried not because i pushed myself too hard. I'm sorry!"
Reo: "Don't apologize. It is not something we need to apologize to each other in order to move forward."
Aiko: "But.. when a boyfriend treats me so gently. It isn't normal for the girlfriend to cry instead of being courageous. Don't pity me, i loath that."
Reo looks as if he's holding back his tears hugs Aiko: "I don't know what's normal....

... it's not something i can compare. It's just not the right timing. I'm like an idoit that got impatient because i want Aiko to be mine and end up not realizing that Aiko is feeling insecure. If we need to move forward... but if i apologize, the feeling during that time, the feeling of wanting Aiko become as if it's not true and i don't want that....

... why don't we treat it as one of our precious memory? Just laugh like it's so us to failed our first attempt."
Aiko: "That's right."
Ritsuki: "You both, it's time for us to leave soon."
Aiko's thoughts "Reo is also able to let me feel relaxed. He knows how to make me feel happy and accepts everything about me. I too needs to hurry up and accepts everything about Reo. To e a better girlfriend."

Ritsuki drops Takumi and Ikumi. He asked Reo: "Reo, are you having dinner at our house?" and turns back to realize that he's fast asleep with Aiko.
Ritsuki: "That's not possible is it?"
Hikoro: "Reo? Aiko?"
Ritsuki: "The both of them didn't sleep last night that's why."
Hiroko: "Yup, how about letting them stay like this for a little while more."

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YEAH! i've got it out! So now i can chuck it inside my luggage. haha.

Hope you like the chappie including the smutty scenes. Reo is really a very understanding boyfriend isn't him? Now i wonder what's the next arc going to be. I hope Takumi will make make some serious move soon! haha.

Labels: Himitsu no Ai-chan, Manga

Sunday, January 30, 2011

ヒミツのアイちゃん - Chapter 13

The cover

Hiroko: "Fwah....onsen... the feeling is realy great."

Aiko: "Hiroko! How did your boobs become so huge?"
Hiroko: "Ehhhh! Where are you looking ar?"
Aiko: "Can i feel them?"
Hiroko: "Yahhaha, you pervert!"
Aiko: "I'm not a pervert and you said there's something you want to tell me? Tell me all about it. When did you and Ritsuki became an item?"
Hiroko: "Eh,,,, when... It's only recently that we are officially an item. I wasn't too sure if we are together so i find it hard to tell Aiko."
AIko: "What is the meaning of this? Don't tell me you've have done it before you both are an item?"
Hiroko: "Don't say it so directly!"
Aiko: "Ic, Hiroko is such a person."
Hiroko: "It's not how you think. If Ritsuki didn't tell me that he sees me as a woman and not a sister i wouldn't... this is pure love!"

Aiko: "I'm troubled to do or not to do it."
Hiroko: "This pace is subjective. You've not made up your mind?"
Aiko: "I'm trying to meet my feelings with Reo. I want to meet up with Reo's expectations of Aiko. I'm thinking if it's better if i tell everyone about our relationship. I'm too vex with myself however, i feel embarrassed being a woman in front of everyone. I'm not being myself. Is it alright for me to move forward with Reo even if i'm not telling others that i'm together with Reo?...

... It's not that Reo is not important to me but i don't want to betray him."
Hiroko: "You are not alone Aiko. Don't keep all the troubles to yourself. Tell Reo all that you are feeling. Reo is a strong person and i think he loves Aiko a lot and i'm sure he's going to accept everything about Aiko."
Aiko's thoughts "Is that so? That's right."
Aiko: "Thank You Hiroko. I'll tell Reo about how i feel."

Aiko's thoughts "That is right. To Reo, i've always been important and he's treating me so preciously, there is no need for me to feel insecure."

Aiko and Hiroko are done with their onsen and they met Reo on the corridor.
Reo: "Mai-san, you're done (with onsen)?"
Aiko: "Reo... yah... Reo..." and her thoughts "This is bad, the yukata suits him so well."
Reo: "Oum.." and his thoughts "This is bad... why so i see her in such an ero way?"

and they can't look straight at each other.
Takumi: "Oh, Mai-san and friend, you're done with onsen? Mai-san, you look kinda of erotic and i've come to love it."
Reo's thoughts "Argh, he said it before me!"
Aiko's thoughts "Ero?"
Reo: "Don't say that about other's girlfriend."
Ikumi: "Eh. Takumi, i thought you like Aiko?" leaving everyone in shock and she continue: "It's really rare for Takumi to like that monkey girl."

Aiko's thoughts "She called me monkey girl..."
Reo; "Yah.. it's rare." and his thoughts "She still hasn't realised that Mai is actually Aiko, she's really slow."
Takumi: "It's good enough that i'm the only person who see her charm. She cute, my girlfriend."
Aiko's thoughts "He said it in front of Reo."
Reo's thoughts "What is he blabbering about?"

It's dinner time and Aiko's eye sparkled when she sees crab.
Aiko: "Give me the crab."
Rtsuki: "Don't just eat crab."
Takumi: "You want mine?"
Reo: "Hey..."
Aiko excused herself to go to the toilet and there's something up in Reo's thoughts, he leave his cup and..

he waited for Aiko.
Reo: "Aiko."
Aiko: "Eh. why Reo? Toilet too?"
Reo: "Nope, there's something i need to tell you... We are unable to be together alone because those guys came along it's decided but i've made an reservation for another room...

... Aiko, have you decided to go to this room with me?"
Aiko: "Ah..." and her thoughts "So.. and so this mean... from then onwards... it will be only the both of us..."
Reo sees Aiko's reaction and he seems a little disappointed and said: "Of course Aiko's feelings are the most important so..."
Aiko: "I want to be together with Reo."

Aiko's thoughts "I need to tell him how i'm feeling." and they entered the room. Aiko's thoughts "This room has bed..."
Reo puts his hand on Aiko's shoulder and calls out her name. Aiko stops him and tell him that there's something she wishes to tell him.
Aiko: "Because i'm stubborn, we are dating this way (Aiko as Mai) and we haven't told anyone in school that we are an item. With this kind of relationship, it is alright for us to move forward? Are you fine with this kind of me?"
Reo: "Aiko...

... have you been troubling this yourself? I'll be really happy if i'm able to tell others that Aiko is my girlfriend but if it's not what Aiko wants, there is no meaning to it. As long as Aiko likes me and stay by my side, what every kind (Mai or Aiko) is fine. And to move forward... be more courageous and you might be able to say it."
Aiko: "Ic... maybe that's right." and her thoughts "Maybe it's will be like how Reo says."
Aiko bows and says: "Please take care of me."
It shocked Reo a little and he laugh saying: "You think it's some basketball competition?"
Aiko: "This is how i do it when i've decided."

Reo: "Please take care of me." and he kisses Aiko gently on ther eyes, touches her hips and plant his on hers.
Back in the dinning area, Ikumi shouted: "Reo-kun and Mai-chan aren't back yet." and it strikes Takumi that he's been careless and he decides to return to their room to check things out.

Ritsuki: "Even if you go now, they might still be doing it."
Ikumi: "Even so, i wouldn't allow them."
Hiroko: "Don't say such extra things."
Back in the Sakura room (the other room which Reo reserved), still kissing. Aiko: "Reo... This kiss seems kind of ero..."
Reo: "Aren't we doing something erotic...

... isn't it natural?" and he slips is hand on to Aiko's shoulders taking off her yukata.
Aiko: "Wait... wait a minute. You are taking it off already? Isn't it kind of fast?" and her thoughts "Even though i've made up my mind when i entered this room but... now... i'm regretting it."
Reo: "Are you shy? But during our first date, i've already seen Aiko's body and you weren't even shy about it and let it see it all."
Aiko's thoughts "I can't lose, i'm feeling disgusted."
Aiko: "You said you saw my body the last time?"
Reo: "I didn't see how are we going to do it? It's the body of the girl i've been liking. It's not something any high school boy can see. I was hoping that you will praise me for holding back the other time."
Aiko's thoughts "He said he's been liking me....

... This is bad. I'm getting too happy."
Aiko: "I see... it's so great to be love. The heart thumping that i felt the other time i nothing compared to now even thought i like you both time and yet it's so different. " and Aiko blushes really bad covering her lips with her hand.
Reo cover his flushed face: "This is bad." and he pulls Aiko's lips close to her and said: "Don't say such stupid things about being happy." and he kisses and touches her....

.... to be continued.

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Can't wait for the next chappie? hahah it's smutty in the beginning of the next chapter. I wonder if i can just show the raw? haha. I'll get the next chappie up soon.

Labels: Himitsu no Ai-chan, Manga

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

ノルウェイの森

Honestly, i'm not a avid reader but i finished Norwegian Wood and i fall in love with the character - Midori (緑) because of her Strawberry Shortcake Theory. It may sound absurd but... perfect selfishness. I like.

“…So I made up my mind I was going to find someone who would love me unconditionally three hundred and sixty-five days a year. I was still in elementary school at the time – fifth or sixth grade – but I made up my mind once and for all.”

“Wow,” I said. “And did your search pay off?”

“That’s the hard part,” said Midori. She watched the rising smoke for a while, thinking. “I guess I have been waiting so long I’m looking for perfection. That makes it tough.”

“Waiting for the perfect love?”

“No, even I know better than that. I’m look for selfishness. Perfect selfishness. Like, say I tell you I want to eat strawberry shortcake. And you stop everything you’re doing and run out and buy it for me. And you come back out of breath and get down on your knees and hold this strawberry shortcake out to me. And I say I don’t want it anymore and throw it out the window. That’s what I’m looking for.

“I’m not sure that has anything to do with love,” I said with some amazement.

“It does,” she said. “You just don’t know it. There are times in a girl’s life when things like that are incredibly important.”

“Things like throwing strawberry shortcake out the window?”

“Exactly. And when I do it, I want the man to apologize to me. ‘Now I see , Midori. What a fool I’ve been! I should have known that you would lose your desire for strawberry shortcake. I have all the intelligence and sensitivity of a piece of donkey shit. To make it up to you, I’ll go out and buy you something else. What would you like? Chocolate mousse? Cheesecake?’”

“So then what?”

“So then I’d give him all the love he deserves for what he’s done.”

Sounds crazy to me.”

“Well, to me, that’s what love is. Not that anyone can understand me, though,” Midori gave her head a little shake against my shoulder. “For a certain kind of person, love begins from something tiny or silly. From something like that or it doesn’t begin at all.”

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I'm planning on reading it the second time.

Labels: Random

ヒミツのアイちゃん - Chapter 12

The double coloured page.

Takumi: "You two over there, stop flirting with each other and carry your own stuff."

Reo and Aiko turn around looking pissed.
Reo: "It ended up like this."
Aiko: "I'm sorry. It's because i..."

Aiko recalls that faithful day when she was having a conversation with Hiroko on the phone about her trip with her room door opened.
Aiko: "What should i bring for a 2 days and 1 night trip?
Hiroko: "So you are really going on a trip with Reo?"
Aiko: "Um... but i'm can't really decide but i want to be with Reo the whole day...

... and Reo will be very happy about it." when a pair of hands came from behind Aiko taking away her prize money. It's her father.
Father: "What is this conversation about? My 17 years old daughter going on a trip with a guy... I WILL NOT ALLOW!"

Aiko's brother , Ritsuki came rushing in and told their father a white lie that it's a complimentary trip from him to reward Spica's staff for their hard work.

After the father left, Akio: "You've saved me, Ritsuki." and Aiko stretches out her hand to get back her prize money but Ritsuki is not returning it back to her. He's really using it as the money for Spica's complimentary trip and he threatens to expose her if she does not comply.

Aiko: "Seems like Kawamori siblings (Takumi and Ikumi) came to know about it and end up tagging along too. I'm really sorry about it."
Reo: "Well, at least we made it for a trip. Some how we will find chance for use to be alone."

Aiko's thoughts "Why do i feel relief with them tagging along? I agreed on this trip because i wanted to be together with Reo but i'm not ready when it come to ecchi.... if i were to tell Reo this. He's going to be mad."

They were brought to a huge room and the roykan lady introduce the onsen facilities and services they are offering and she ended the introduction telling them that they have a mix bath too. Leaving them all blushing in silence. The roykan lady left to get another 2 rooms ready.

Ritsuki choose this royakan because of the mixed bath. XD Aiko, currently in Mai mode is worried about her identity being exposed (Ikumi doesn't know Mai and Aiko is the same person) and wonders how is she going to have her hot bath. While Reo asked: "She (the roykan lady) mentioned that she's going to prepared another 2 rooms."
Ritsuki: "It's impossible for us all to stay in one room."
Aiko: "Aren't we going to separate the guys and girls?"
Ritsuki: "Stop kidding me. Who sleeps at night during a trip like this? I'm staying with Hiroko."
Aiko: "Why the both of you?"

Ikumi: "Mai-chan, it's a stupid question to ask. It's obvious that they are dating."
Hiroko blushes in agreement.
Aiko: "What? Why didn't you tell me?"
Hiroko: "I'm planning to but i'm too embarrassed to start. I will tell you properly later."
The roykan lady came in telling them that she's got the other two rooms ready and she's showing them the way there.
Reo holding Aiko's hand: "We will take the Botan room."
Ikumi pulls Reo bag and shouts: "Why is Reo and Mai sharing a room?"

Ikumi: "I'll forgive you because you are Reo but i will not allow unless we all stay in the same room." She cries and holds Aiko's hand saying: "Mai -chan... i'm begging you. Please let us all stay together." When Aiko sees the teary eyed Ikumi...

Reo pissed: "Why do you always end up doing this? Do you realise that you are going on a trip with me?"
Aiko: "I know but i'm weak when it comes to those teary eyes." Ikumi sees Reo and Aiko bickering and she isn't feeling too good about it.
Reo: "You really need to change your kindness. We've come this far, i'm not planning on holding back. Maybe you should divert your kindness towards a guy (meaning himself) then to a girl." he pats Aiko's head and walks away.
Aiko: "I'm sorry."

Aiko stretching out his hand for Aiko: "The scenery here is really beautiful. Let's enjoy it together."
Aiko: "Um." and her thoughts " I've made Reo angry again. I give in to Ikumi because i will feel weird being with Reo alone. I'm really selfish."
Takumi and Ikumi, jealous seeing the lovey dovey Reo and Aiko.
Takumi interrupts: "Reo-kun and Mai-san, do you want some tea? It's delicious."
Reo perturped: "I don't need it. If you think it's wasteful you can have it and enjoy in your own room."

Takumi replied something which pisses Reo further. (Im not too sure of the translation here, he said そんな目の色変えてサカってないで座ったらどうなの Anyone care to help?)
Hiroko pops in asking Aiko to have a hot bath together and there's something she wants to talk to Aiko about. Hearing that, Ikumi asked Reo: "Since Mai-san is going out, how about going for hot bath with me in the mixed bath?"
Reo: "hahah, Impossible!" and Ikumi left in a huff.

Leaving Reo and Takumi in the room.
Reo: "Until when are you planning to be here?"
Takumi: "There is no reason for me to see the person i like experiencing her first with her boyfriend quietly."
Reo: "You plan to sit there forever? No plan on giving up?"
Takumi: "Kasumi-san won thus the bet is no long valid."
Reo: "Is this in your family blood? Being persistent. There is no use for you being here. Rest assure and return to your room."

Takumi: "Reo-kun is really naive. Regardless how the situation, i'm biting hard and not letting it go. Open you heart and accept my disturbance."
Reo took out another room key from his back pocket: "I've these considered."

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I'm sorry that this chappie come about 3 months late but nothing much in this chappie as it is a build up. So too for the next chapter. Chapter 14 is the important (*wink*) chapter. I will try to get it done soon so as to not keep you waiting and to clear my back log. ^^

Labels: Himitsu no Ai-chan, Manga